2008-10-19 13:55:00
Between the ages of 9 and 10 my best friend and I had our own world full of sexual role play. I was a man, she was my wife. We kissed in a way I have never kissed anyone else since - it was so new and raw. In our world we went from a first date to marriage and kids - with a lot of humping on the way.With another friend, around age 11 and 12, we started to discover more about our anatomy, conducting our own investigations into our vulvas, how tampons are used, whether we would be able to have sex. It was all very scientific and practical and, er, rather hands on!I am 24 now and currently single. Since then I have only had meaningful relationships with women and have not had full sex with a man, just everything leading up to it, although the opportunity has presented itself many times - I have always changed my mind. I can now still only see my self in relationships with women but my sexual fantasies are purely focused on men. These fantasies are usually in my dreams - rough sex, my face