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On a Positive Note 2008-04-13 23:08:57 I'm so fucking glad I went to the Sex 2.0 conference. I feel invigorated and ready to take it up a notch, expand my horizons, and put more effort into my non-blog writing. I think the word "empowered" is often overused, but in this case it is necessary because that is how I feel. To be amongst fellow pervs, SMART pervs, pervs with a plan, pervs out to change the world, pervs out to educate, and pervs who were proud of who they were was amazing.The aloneness of what I do and how I live has been a recurrent theme on this blog. After this weekend, I expect that feeling to subside a bit, not entirely, but a bit. But as free as I feel when I write, I know that I have to check my filthy blogger hat at the door.
Sex 2.0 Part 2 -Tears and Trauma 2008-04-13 08:46:45 I felt like it was taking me forever to get ready for the Fetish Ball. Giving up on my false eyelashes (I've only inherited the liquid eyeliner skill gene), I asked Teacher if he was irritated by me taking so long.
"Not at all, this is your coming out party."
"I've always wanted to be a debutante! Now I'm a dirty deb!" This was going to not only be my first time going out to a Dungeon with
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Sex 2.0 Part 1 2008-04-12 21:14:09 Amazing.
It was an amazing event. Worth way more than the $10 I spent. Major brainpower behind new sex media, erotica, sex work etc. was mind boggling. Needless to say I met some very cool people and feel not only more motivated to expand my sex writing horizons, but have also had a few seeds I had planted in my brain long ago finally sprout.
My three favorite sessions were on:
-Polyamory
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Sex 2.0 Part .01 2008-04-12 00:37:52 Teacher & I made it to our hotel. It was a longer haul than I had expected, but somehow hemanaged not to push me out onto 85 and was a super big sport by letting me blast my rock'n'roll. At one point though, I almost said "fuck it" about going. He was running hours late and I was cranky. I'm glad I got over that.
So tomorrow is the big conference and at night is a fetish ball. Intially I didn't
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Spoiled 2008-04-10 23:03:33 I'm supposed to be sleeping but I am so used to getting fucked and used lately that I am suffering dick withdrawals.
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Sex 2.0 2008-04-10 16:56:08 If all plays out as planned I'll be attending the Sex 2.0 conference this weekend. I'm very excited as there are going to be some top notch people speaking.
If any of my fellow bloggers are going, drop me a line asap!
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Polywanna What?! 2008-04-08 23:23:05 Both the men are saying it to me, but yet I refuse to listen.
Polyamourous.
"X, C'mon what are you..a seriel monogomist?" Mark said to me on the phone tonight.
"Well, I uh,.."
"You're man, you know he's probably got another lady on the side.'
"He does"
"See"
"I just am having a hard time grasping it, that is all."
"BFD X, Big Fucking Deal, you're fucking him and you're fucking me I don't want to
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Fuckmeat 2008-04-08 00:27:13 I've attempted numerous times to try to condense my last two weeks of debauchery into one big dirty post. It is impossible. Had I been smart, I would have posted daily, but alas I didn't. I give up. I'll just start in the middle.
With Teacher's blessing, I've been fucking around with Mark, quite a lot. The dude is fucking crazy, but that makes me want to fuck him more.
The second time we
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It's Official, I'm A Dirty Slut 2008-04-06 19:27:05 I just got off the phone with Teacher. I had to share with him something I was not to thrilled to share.
While fucking Mark this week, we had a condom break. He also had a condom come off as he pulled out of me. While there is a pregnancy risk, that is not my concern. My concern is the ever so unsexy STDs.
Now Teacher and I have only used condoms a few times. While not the wisest thing per se,
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Eeny Meeny Miney Mo, Your Favorite Blogger Is A Ho! 2008-04-02 17:37:02 On my right breast is a hand print, on my left breast is a huge black & blue raspberry. In the center of my chest is the imprint of teeth. The back of my neck just barely missed the point of a hickey. Thankfully.
My arms are sore from supporting my body.
Legs and knees are surprisingly fine, but my ass is tender.
My pussy, now, let's just say I have had the shit fucked out of me for the past
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The Other Lover and My Love 2008-03-27 00:03:36 Lots and lots of catching up to do my readers.
So not long ago I met a guy I'll call "Mark" at my local hipster watering hole. He caught my eye the minute I walked in, it wasn't that he was ultra hot, but that he had some some unique glasses and just a very rock'n'roll aura about him. Having slept with my fair share of musicians, I have a good radar for these types of dudes. Of course at the bar
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Odd 2008-03-24 19:06:38 Not sure where to start this post, but anyway a man asked me out. I dicussed it with Teacher & he gave me the go ahead. I've never been in this situation where I could bring something like this up & while Teacher said it was cool, I must say I still feel like a jackass.
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Spring Fever 2008-03-19 18:03:49 If I don't get spanked, laid, bound or any combination of the two in the next couple of days I will spontaneously combust.
Last week and the last couple of days have been a washout. Between last week's awkwardness, the other D/s couple flaking out, and both Teacher and myself having intense business deadlines there has been no time to squeeze in any joint fun. I did go out with some friends on
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Got My Answer 2008-03-18 21:49:19 Teacher got a good chuckle from my post from yesterday, where I pondered why he never asked to watch me masturbate like every other dude I've been with in my life.
His answer was painfully obvious.
"So what is your answer?"
"Because it is my job to make you come."
Where's my dunce cap?
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Finger In The Honey Pot 2008-03-17 20:45:23 I just learned new slang word tonight, "fapper." I'm usually up on things, and pride myself as such, but somehow that word got under my crusty 30 something year old radar. To "Fap" is to jerk off. "Shikking" is for chicks. It is apparently derived from a comic onomatopoeia. Not my scene, but I appreciate the lingo.
Anyway later on I decided to relax after a stressful day by stretching out on
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A Little Ray of Sunshine 2008-03-15 20:35:36 I'm over being a sad sack.
I was a nervous wreck all Friday until I met Teacher in the parking lot of the bank so I could pay him part of the money I owed him. We started talking and apparently I was not the only one he had been pissed at, I was just one of many and well I felt more of it probably than anyone, so all is good.
But as I write, we were supposed to be meeting up with another couple
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Like Gag Me! Or How I'm Avoiding The Real Shit 2008-03-13 22:00:07 I have my own, personal, never used by another sub, gag coming in the mail. I think it is the "never used by another sub" part that makes me happy. Any time I've used the ball gag that Teacher has I get annoyed thinking about this one particular bitch who's teeth marks I know are in it. Bad enough we've shared Teacher's cock, but somehow the gag really fucking bugs me. It is equivalent of a
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Bad, Bad Sub 2008-03-10 23:58:48 Tonight was supposed to be a night for celebration and I fucked it up.
How?
1. I decided to take a nap. I overslept. Teacher called me when he was near my house and I woke up in a panic. Half asleep and discombobulated I jumped in the shower.
2. Because I overslept I had no time to make any preparations, much less prepare myself.
3. Teacher was cool about it, but my fuck-up hung over me like a
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Case of the Blahs 2008-03-09 18:08:15 I just have lost my mojo this week. I'm certain I'll find it. Just need to retrace my steps. I even canceled on Teacher tonight. Bad. I know. But I'll see him tomorrow.
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Ain't Nothing Free 2008-03-05 19:53:48 Money, it is the bane of my existence. Oh I love to spend it, but it is beyond me to manage it. I've been taught the process of budgeting, saving, etc. numerous times but I still always seem to find a way to slither down into the putrid hole of debt.
As much as I hate being in debt, I hate asking anyone for money. To do so is to admit I'm a fuck-up, if anything admitting it myself. To owe
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Open Letter 2008-03-04 13:46:49 Sir,
You
make me whole
you make me feel safe
you some times scare me
make me feel vulnerable
mostly in my heart, a beat up bruised
used heart
but
sometimes of my own mortality
but you've made me trust myself
to put my neck in your grip
my breath at your mercy
in this surrender i have achieved
much healing
you have stuck my head right into the lion's cage
and put me face to face with sharp fangs
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Everyone Loves Awards 2008-03-01 00:59:59 I was just checking all my links and noticed my listing at blogoscop had a ribbon on it that the other blogs didn't. Upon close inspection it said "satisfaction guaranteed." Now that made my night. Well Teacher actually did, but that is another post.
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Be Careful What You Wish For 2008-02-29 18:45:14 "X be careful what you wish for," Teacher said with smirk. Well I don't know if he was smirking because we were on the phone, but he certainly sounded like he did.
He took my BDSM wish-list to heart. In a few weeks we will be having a little fetish fête with another Dom and his slave. Sounds good on paper, but having never been in such a situation I would be a total liar to not say I'm not a bit
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Plug It Up-Updated 2008-02-28 19:04:53 There on my doorstep was a package when I got home, inside was something I've been looking forward to trying--my first butt plug.
I'm going to wait for Teacher to give me some instructions on how he wants me to use this thing. I still, I am afraid, a bit in noviceville with the ass stuff though I'd like to think I am not. I've never been one to play with my ass while masturbating, so this will
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Empowerment Through Pain 2008-02-26 23:32:40 Zoned out and finishing up my last post last night when I heard the front door being opened.
Teacher.
I was still in my writing head space and nowhere near being in sub mode, in fact quiet the opposite. Having not realized how much time had passed, I did not even had a chance to get myself into position. While Teacher said he didn't mind, I missed an opportunity to start to relax.
As I watch
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Sit Tight 2008-02-25 21:22:45 I am so ridiculous sometimes I have to laugh at myself. For instance at after dinner tonight, Teacher went over some important documents of mine making notes. I sipped my coffee and watched him.
"Teacher, I've never seen your handwriting before." Which being that we only correspond via email is sadly not that unusual these days. I am no writing analyst, but like to look at others as I think you
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My Fellow Bloggers 2008-02-24 19:24:18 If you're on my blogroll (sidebar), you are also on my new site.
I'd love a link back but I'm not going to sweat it if you don't, you will still remain there because I dig your stuff. If you're not on that blogroll and would like to be, BDSM blogs only, drop me a line.
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My BDSM Wishlist 2008-02-23 18:34:04 One thing that I think makes BDSM so appealing is the endless possibilities for play between partners. You always see advice columns suggesting vanilla couples "spice things up" and even do some light bondage with furry handcuffs of course. But from what I can tell so far, those of us who are of the kinky contingent are rarely boring. I get bored VERY easily and I think that is one of numerous reasons I love this lifestyle.
There are so many things within the realm of BDSM that I, as a sub, have yet to experience. I know that I am to be patient, though it is my tendency to be otherwise.
Still here is a list of stuff I hope to experience in the future, I don't know if I've shared all these with Teacher or not:
Suspension - now here I honestly don't know what I'd be getting myself into. I have a terrible fear of heights and falling. Still, the idea intrigues me. Every account I have read makes it seem quite mind blowing.Complete sensory deprivation. No Limit Slave had a great post
I'm a little teapot 2008-02-22 20:58:31 I'm a little teapot short and stout and fucking boiling over.
I gave Teacher a new nickname yesterday "Owl" because he is so wise. I work in a den of wolves and they've been eating me up alive. I always thought I was a tough cookie, but I am so wrong, I am very fragile. "Owl," bless him, helped me calm down and gave me some very excellent advice about how I am to handle the cunts.
I know people might think being a Dom is all about sex, power and control, but Teacher has shown me that it is much more than that.
I wish I had something dirty to share with you guys tonight, but I don't. I will soon. As now that I have the advice, I need to feel bound right now. I feel so fucking jangled and out of orbit. I need to be strapped down to protect me from myself.
When shit like this happens, my propesentity for depression rears it's ugly head and I will not lie, I have fleeting thoughts about hurting myself. Not killing myself, but hurting myself. When I am in utter pain like this every
Waiting For The Moon 2008-02-20 20:04:17 Utterly tired is how I am, but I want to stay awake to see tonight's lunar eclipse. I like that you don't have to make special glasses to see it, nor have your eyeballs burned out. So while I wait I thought I'd point you guys to some new sites I've linked to on my site for your masturbatory pleasures:
Ass and Pussy - Yep, there is no doubt what you will find here. I wonder if there is a "Cock and Balls?"
His Kitten - another submissive female blog
Puppygrrl - we're all a bunch of animals, aren't we?
Slave Lydia's Blog with my new favorite blog name Blog and Chains
Pudcat BDSM which is a blog feed aggregator? alligator? aggrevator?
You will see a little box on the right with six pictures that will link you other blogs.
Well that sucked up about 10 minutes, I guess I'll go look at some of these dirty pictures and stuff....http://subnouveau.blogspot.com
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