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Pillow Talk 2008-02-19 21:12:20 Teacher and I had a pretty sickly sweet evening of fawning and pawing at each other. It had been a few days since we had seen each other and well, I guess we honestly missed one another.
So we're all snuggling, nibbling, and staring into one another's eyes when he just yanked my top down to reveal my breasts. Well actually the rest of my breasts as I was wearing a pretty low-cut shirt and a push up bra.
With his mouth he latched on to my right nipple and went to town. Sucking, biting and tweaking it and I felt little sparks flying in my panties and had stars in my eyes. I've never come from straight up nipple play, but this was getting me pretty fucking close.
I guess he either got bored or heard me breathing hard because he unzipped my pants and shoved his hands down my panties, straight to my now sensitive little pleasure nub. You know I always write about how cool Teacher is, and well I know no one is perfect, but if there is one thing that I think makes him a wonderful lover
Damn 2008-02-19 00:00:24 I just came like 1000 x.
Will report later.
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My Hero 2008-02-17 21:19:11 Months ago I wrote about the influence of the damsel in distress archetype via cartoons on my sexual psyche. As a submissive, the idea of being rescued and protected is fully ingrained into my skull and my panties.
This past weekend I found myself out with some girlfriends having a nice evening of chit-chatting over some cocktails when the night took a turn for the worse.. This crazy jerk I am sadly acquainted with got entirely too close to yours truly. "I want to lick your asshole" he said, spitting all over my face. Instinctively I pulled back. "What," he said, "Do I have bad breath?" Yes, he did. "You're spitting on me, get the hell out of my face." I shot him the evil eye and he whimpered off. My girlfriends were busy with their own drama. I just was ruffled I shot Teacher a text about the asshole. He immediately wanted to know where the hell I was and if he needed to "take care" of that moron. I told him that I thought things would be OK. I did, actually as I know the bartenders
Messages of Love 2008-02-13 20:04:49 With the most commercial holiday besides Christmas coming up tomorrow, I'd like to say a few things.
1. Only a year ago I was alone on Valentine's Day, and it was not the first. In fact I recall being very irritated about the whole shebang and contemplated knocking down a display of Valentine's Day merch until the thought that I could be on, God Forbid, YOU TUBE as some crazed woman freaking out in a card store. Everyone can say "Oh it is just a fucking Hallmark Holiday" and you know what, that never makes it any more pleasurable. So all that said, for those of you who might be bemoaning being single, alone, etc on Valentine's Day, please know I honestly and truly know how bad it sucks. I won't even gloss over it's suckage. My only advice is stay far away from places where people will do things that will make you want to puke, like hold hands, or swoon over each other over candlelight. Since it is a weekday prepare yourself for people getting flowers in the office . To soothe yo Read more:Love
VD 2008-02-12 21:20:24 Two days early, but this picture I got as a comment I had to share so you guys can share with your amour.http://subnouveau.blogspot.com
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Mindfuckery 2008-02-11 17:03:46 Backwards. That is how I tend to learn. Or maybe it isn't backwards as much as grasping for the chunks of debris that are sprayed out of a tornado.
See, I am only now realizing that bondage does not have to involve ropes and restraints, but my head.
I have a terrible phobia of people dying on me. It is not a normal fear of people passign away, but something that I obsess over. Let's leave it as major abandonment issues.
So when I didn't hear from Teacher as I normally have for the last six months, my mind started to race. I couldn't contact him and I hadn't heard from him. I went on about my day, but he was always on my mind. I had a social enagement and proceeded to get loaded which only made things worse for this worry wort. All ended up being ok with Teacher, but I ended up feeling like a total jackass and babbled on to him drunk on the phone early in the morning. I was utterly ashamed that he had to hear me in that state. A lot of lessons were learned that evening that had
Rule Breaker 2008-02-10 01:10:00 Drunk and blogging. I'm breaking my rule.
I will tell you guys I now know why I don't drink anymore because it makes me sad, it makes me think stupid shit and say stupid shit.
I already have a VERY overactive imagination and drinking just makes it worse.
I had a situation tonight where I was barhopping more than I had in eons and well, I'm actually embarrased to write how many cocktails I had. For someone who doesn't drinkt hat often, I managed to down quite a bit.
Bottom line is I haven't seen Teacher in a week and I feel fucking lost and empty.
I dont' want to scare him away.
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Suicide Girls 2008-02-07 17:45:52 I keep getting hits from Suicide Girls, but I can't get the direct link to my link. If you happen to have my blog linked from your profile there, please drop me a line.
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Better Late Than Never-Sugasm #117 2008-02-06 19:48:07 The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #118? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.This Week’s Picks
A Fable
“They start touching her, gingerly at first, wondering what magic is in her.”Fiction: The Island Princess and the Monkeys Who Tie Knots
“You naughty, naughty, NAUGHTY monkeys!”
Sexy Is In Your Mind
“Sexy is an attitude and really all in your mind.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
Chickipedia
Editor’s Choice
Take a walk on the wild side.
More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm
See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.
BDSM & Fetish
Anniversary Bondage
Art Show Maintenance Spanking part 1
The Joy of Assymetry
Let me talk to you about Ms Danger
A Masochist Afraid of a Leg Wax?
Princess in Chains
SoRORIty
Take a walk on the wild side.
Try to be a g
Pumped Up 2008-02-05 20:55:08 Even though Sunday was on the emotional side, Teacher did manage to once again find something new to stimulate his easily distracted sub.
I was laying on my back, wrists locked above my head, and I felt him attach something to my left nipple that was neither a clamp or clothespin. I lifted my head up enough to see it was a plastic syringe sans needle.
"What are you doing Teacher?"
"Shhh..lay back down." I did as told.
As he pumped the syringe, I felt my nipple being pulled upward. I had seen clit pumping and pussy vacuuming pictures on line, and that had always looked kind of fucked up but hot, so I was elated he had found, by accident, a curious fantasy of mine.
Also, I know that large nipples and nipple enlargement are something that arouses him. He's relayed numerous stories of Dom acquaintances who have this, that and the other to make their sub's nipples larger. I don't mind hearing these stories, because most of them are not that scary, but he knew some crazy sadistic Dom
Wipe Away Those Tears 2008-02-04 22:16:09 Turmoil. My life has been in utter turmoil. I've had several things occur that rattled me to my core. I am on both on the edge of failure and the cusp of a fresh beginning. I had someone be unnecessarily cruel to me, lost something that meant a lot to me, and realized that it is utterly useless to attempt to fit my eccentric circle into the boring world of squares. I've tried in vain, but it only causes me pain, heartbreak, fucks with my self-esteem, and exasperates problems I already have.
I spent a good part of last weekend in hysterics, terrified, lost and mad at myself. Teacher, bless the man, proved once again to be good Dom. Someone who I honestly respect, who I can go to for advice, and yes, seek comfort. "Comfort from a Dom?" and outsider might question, but yes, it is possible.
"I am glad you called me first," he said as I wailed on the phone about the trauma. I once had a so-called boyfriend who ran the minute I needed him. So when Teacher didn't blow me off, or attempt
Smother 2008-02-02 22:18:26 One of the commenters on my last post mentioned she always hoped her Dom would cover her mouth when he was irritated by her words. That made me think of how a few weeks ago, I tried t move Teacher's hand towards my mouth so he could smother me, I guess he didn't catch on and I forgot to bring it up. We already know I dig the choking, but I think his big paw over my face, muffling my breath would be fabulous.
I am in dire need of a flogging, spanking, whatever right now. I have so much pain inside that must be released. Must.http://subnouveau.blogspot.com
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Hell in a Handbasket 2008-02-01 19:41:58 Whew! You guys don't even know how happy I am to be logged on to here. I had computer problems this week, among others, and it is so nice to be back. This blog means more to me than I realized.
Teacher, God Bless him, has been very sweet and supportive of me today. I HATE haivng to call him up crying. I just have not been myself, and I have been extremely terrified that I'm on the cusp of yet another crippling depressive episode.
Some things haven't totally sucked. We had some good times with the clamps & I'll write them up when I'm functioing. The best time I actually had with him this week was laying on his tummy watching "the Daily Show" and "the Colbert Report." He's very conservative and I'm pretty liberal, so 2008 will be chock full of interesting converstations between the two of us. I'll let him Dom me to his heart's desire, but he can't go with me into the voting booth! I can't lie though, he has rubbed off a teeny tiny bit on me and that freaks me out a ta
It's That Time Again, Sugasm #116 2008-01-28 23:21:01 (Dana De Armond picture from Training of O)
The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #117? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s Picks
In Case Of Fire
“His hand slid around the back of my neck and pulled me close - easily, no effort at all, letting me feel the power of his arms and the warm puff of his breath against my ear.”
It was a long night…
“I gasped as he slowly pushed in one finger, slippery with oil, and began to wiggle it and spread me open.”
Sex Worker Confessions: Gracie Passette
“But underneath it all, sex workers are all about bridging, in body & soul, word & deed, the irreconcilable differences between realities and desires.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
The Persian Kitty Alternative
Editor’s Choice
Baker’s Birthday
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Joi
Tick Tock 2008-01-27 20:17:30 Tick Tock, I'm sitting here waiting for Teacher's cock! He's running late, so here I sit.
I did all my usual pre-visit nesting and grooming well pre play visit nesting and grooming. Poor guy surprised me earlier this week and had to see me at my most unsexy, looking like a total ragamuffin. He was good humoured about it, but I was utterly mortified.
Tonight in anticipation of his arrival I took it upon myself to lay out on a big floor cushion all the tools of our trade--the new clamps, lube, dildo, flogger, crop, cane, etc. He'll have his case of stuff, but I figured he'll appreciate that I have prepared everything ahead of time. It never fails I'm scrambling to find something for him or I'm wishing he'd used something on me, but I had it squirreled away. Out of site out of mind. He's very tolerant of my ADHD, more than most, but if I can do even just one thing to have it not interfere with our evening, I will. If any of you Doms or Dommes reading this are topping a ADHD su
Damage 2008-01-26 22:46:02 For years I've always sworn I would not let the wrongs of others interfere with current relationsips. After all, it isn't the fault of the current sig o that someone else treated you like dogshit.
Easier said than done.
I've been abandoned without communication, stood-up, cheated on, used. Oh, the list of wrongs done to me can go on forever like a stereotypical country song. Shit like this gets ingrained in your soul. I work dillegently to keep up my self esteem, and it is not easy at times. I receive positive feedback from many in my life, and very nice compliments at that. Still, sometimes the now is overshadowed by the past.
Those shitty bastards that hurt little ol' me run the gamut from ex boyfriends, family, and even old bosses. I often come across as a tough chick, but the shell this chick came out of is very fragile.
Why am I writing this? Once again I sit here having totally irrational feelings ie. being insecure. Oh how unttractie is that? I don't like Teacher to see
Goodies! 2008-01-26 15:56:11 Oooh I am so excited, I just got a package--a set of three types of nipple clamps to review. I've only had clamps used on me 1x, so this is going to interesting. Teacher is not here and I am going to try them on myself, which I have a feeling is going to take a total of 3 minutes.
I am enjoying building up my toy arsenal. How funny just a year ago I owned only a few vibrators and a glass dildo, now I have all sorts of subversive gear and that makes me feel much more of a naughty girl!http://subnouveau.blogspot.com
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My First HNT, Clothespin Included! 2008-01-24 17:10:25 I've finally remembered to post a pic for HNT. I figured since this is a BDSM blog, a clothespin would be an appropriate accessory for my breasts (I could only get one to fit in the frame, woe is me!) The scratch and freckles were already there.
PS. Thanks to Kinky Aoefe for jogging my memory, or make that mammary. Aoefe's is ultra sexy!
Enjoy
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R.I.P Heath Ledger 2008-01-22 17:58:45 How fucking sad. (pic From Lords of Dogtown)I know this is totally off topic for my blog, but this has got me upset. Rest in peace.
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Poof! 2008-01-22 17:44:29 Not too much on the sub front as I'm still a tad sickly. Teacher came over and kept me warm for a bit last night, he's better than any blanket. Still, he found a way to make me suffer though giving yours truly the dutch oven! P.U!
I'm anxiously awaiting my next toy to review from edensfantasy. If you write, you should totally sign up to be a reviewer. Without going into full detail, if you're selected to participate, you pick out a toy to review and they'll send it to you and so on. Not only do you get to keep your writing chops up, but you can test out some cool toys. There is no charge for shipping, or anything. Seriously. Once you've set up your account, click on the "contributor" tab and submit your writing sample.
Hmmm, I found a new sub blog that is a worthwhile read, Puppygirl's Kennel.
Guess that is it. Think I'll go watch some porn.http://subnouveau.blogspot.com
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Bound, Gagged, Smacked, Fucked 2008-01-20 12:28:30 Dueling cases of colds did not hold me and Teacher back from meeting up last night. Amongst boxes of Kleenex and bottles of Nyquil, we made room for some action. As I write I feel like utter ass, but I'll tough it out long enough to share the goods.
Things changed up a bit from my previous post, as we ended up running some errands and well, that involved me dressing up to go out in the cold, but when we got back, he had me undress, put on my corset lace boots and stand up on my knees. Candles were lit and we were quickly back in the mood.
He attached cuffs to both my wrists and ankles, and then connected those so I was linked together but still facing straight ahead. Taking two neckties he had left at my apartment, he applied on to my eyes as a blindfold,and one as a gag. As I did mention, I put on some of my music, and he was cool with it, as he said it was for my pleasure. (I am sorry I can not divulge the band name, as they're pretty obscure and I've been ranting about them Read more:Gagged
Sub With Her Head Cut Off 2008-01-18 18:53:02 For the last hour I've been scrambling around trying to prepare according to Teacher's instructions. None of them were out of the ordinary, but one of his requests was for me to "have the bed clear." Sounds simple, except I'm a huge slob. So I ran around like a chicken with it's head cut off straightening up. Oh, but then he wants me to "wear the boots you wore the other night." Damn if one of them got sucked into the abyss. I panicked, but luckily thanks to my personal guardian angel who helps me find everything I lose, it showed up.
The biggest challenge is going to be this. "Put on some music that puts you in the mood." Well my darlings what puts me in the mood are songs that most people would not deem romantic. I like my music like I like my spanking, heavy and often pretty dark. Teacher on the other hand is no fan of the rock, which makes it even more amazing that I adore him. I really don't even own anything mellow, except some Roxy Music, but I played that before and it
Recovery 2008-01-16 17:35:10 My play date with Teacher Saturday night truly took it's toll on my body. I was on a high the day after, but the next day and even the day after that I was exhausted and sore! Vanilla sex never did that to me. If I was sore and tired the next day it was because I was hungover. Teacher said it was because of all the endorphins. In my mind I'd like to be flogged daily, but I don't think I could handle it.http://subnouveau.blogspot.com
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Viper 2008-01-13 19:16:11 When I got off of work, I called Teacher as I always do and he was not there. Instead of thinking that he was probably working on his project, I started obsessing that instead he was with my arch nemesis. The more I thought of it, the angrier I got, even though I knew that I was more than likely full of shit. We didn't have plans for the night, so I decided that the healthy thing for me to do was to just turn my phone off so I would not obsess about him calling me. I did as such, and busied myself with Internet crap for at least an hour. Around 11:30, I turned the phone back on, he had called and sounded a bit miffed, as he had planned on seeing me. Immediately, I rang him and he said he'd turn around and come over. Still, to me, he sounded disappointed.
After he hung up the phone, I ran to my bedroom, tore off my clothes, and put on my new boots. Dressed, or rather under dressed, I ran around lighting candles and dragged a big cushion to the foyer. I called him back, "The door is o
100% Organic 2008-01-12 22:15:04 As previously noted on this blog, sometimes the things that arouse me the most are the most simple. They happen organically and are not part of a "scene" per se; they just happen.
For instance, the other night Teacher and I were just doing some good old fashioned fucking. Nothing planned. We were just sitting there talking, and this is so nerdy, the origins of the Internet and he was telling me some first hand anecdotes of his participation in earlier military applications and I couldn't help myself, but I think I was just so damn turned on by his mind that I leaned in closer and laid a big ass kiss on him. So the kissing segued into a nice blowjob. He's not the most vocal lover, so when he blurted out "Good Girl," I just creamed myself then and there. Good Girl. Damn the suffragettes, I get off by being called "girl." Despite our immense age difference, this has never been a age play relationship, in fact I would entirely be skeeved out by calling him "Daddy" but when he uttered th
This and That 2008-01-12 00:21:14 *For a month now I've been eyeing a particular pair of boots waiting for them to get marked down and I am wearing them now and utterly turning myself on. Their knee high, black leather, high heeled and corset style lace up the back. I don't think I fetishize footwear, but there are some things that get my nipples perk up and my cunt wet the minute I put my feet into them, and these are as such. Teacher, I am sure, will appreciate me wearing them, I'm certain. I'll post pictures soon.
*A link I submitted to Fleshbot was posted and a guaranteed laugh. Welcome Fleshbot readers, btw.
*Today I received a new flogger to review for EdenFantasys and I can't wait to put it into Teacher's hands to smack my ass around. I spent a good five minutes after opening the box whipping the pillows on my bed. Silly, I know, but I enjoyed myself. There are benefits to living alone. I must say it was a great way to get my agressions out after a long work week, do you Doms out there ever think of stuf
Midnight Spanking 2008-01-11 00:48:12 I just had a spank'n'run!
Paddle and bare handed till I turned into a wimpering pile of jelly.
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Sweetness 2008-01-09 22:33:43 The wind has been soft and warm all day, the sky cloudy and the trees bare. When it is balmy, yet grey, something grows inside me that I can't pin down. It makes me feel like I'm home in myself, I'm always sunny when the lights are out. The calm before the storm always seems erotic, perhaps because I am the storm.
I wrote the above paragraph earlier this evening. Honestly, I wasn't sure where the hell that was going. It was like I had a premature case of spring fever coupled with some desire to read some Crowley. I went from being at peace with myself to crying within 10 minutes. The crying led to anxiety, I had not heard from Teacher. Being the crazy bitch that I am, I made up about 101 scenarios on why this man I had laughed with less than 8 hours earlier would just decide out of the blue not to call me. Thing is, when I get like that, I know deep down inside I am being completely ridiculous. I've attempted to train myself to keep my mouth shut and wait it out, less I cause tro
Get Your Batteries & Lube-It's Sugasm Time !!! 2008-01-09 17:45:12 The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #114? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s Picks
A Different Kind Of Authority For Sex Bloggers
“As we sex workers, sex bloggers, and adult business folks swim in our ponds or spin in our micro universes & connect with others, we continue to build authority.”
Of sex and strippers
“At one point she was straddling Girlfriend’s right leg, grinding her thigh against Girlfriend’s clit through her jeans.”
Wink Wink, Nudge Nudge
Her comments were something to the effect of, “No one wanted to see me twirl with tassels ~ on fire or not ~ when some girl was going to sit on stage and insert things into herself.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
Kofola
Editor’s Choice
Interview with Paul Festa about circumcision
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Shackled 2008-01-07 23:32:48 I'm one of those people who laugh at inappropriate times. Besides that, it never fails, a song will pop into my head when it is not the most opportune time.
Tonight Teacher was locking my new wrists cuffs together and damn if a song I used to rollerskate to in jr. high popped into my head "Shackles" and I just lost it. Lucky for me he's good humored, because we started out pretty heavy, with me in position, naked waiting for his arrival. So as he is locking my wrists together I tried to remember the words "Shackles on my feet..free at last, free at last.." Oh but the fun didn't stop there, so he's holding me, my arms are above my head and he starts kissing on my breasts and moving down my torso and his mustache turned into the most intense tickler ever! My cracking up had him cracking up and attempting to tickle me again.
Somehow we got back into the groove though, it wasn't too hard once he held his hand against my windpipe and I was gasping for air. It was obvious that he had
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