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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 2008-08-26 22:16:50 Yes, I don't maintain this blog much anymore, as you regular readers know, but I DO keep in touch with Teacher. He still is very much a part of my life. We don't talk every day, but several times a week. It wasn't easy at first, sometimes it still isn't.I saw him tonight. I cry every time I see him. I hug him and still feel safe.We hung outside, chit chatted & smoked. He's moved on to much more sordid adventures. He has six slaves of different rankings all over the US. These chicks are way more hardcore than I am. Several of them have fetishes to be impregnated. Some to be caged. One to be mute. What they have in common is that they are all totally unlike me. Willing to submit to the point of no return."Why didn't you ask me to do those things""Cause that was not your thing, nor my purpose.""True"Me, well me and Dave are now living together. It's been a wild ride. We fuck like rabbits, we play rough, we've been through some hardcore life stuff together. I get spanked p
Baby Bird Leaves The Nest. Can She Fly? 2008-06-13 23:08:42 I don't know how to even start this post.This is the deal.Mark and I are in love.It was in the works for awhile, though there have been times where I've hated him.While I've been busy being enamoured, I have felt at times I have not given Teacher my all.While I have not been giving Teacher my all, he has been extremely busy with his work.The entire time he has said, "Go X, have fun."So I did. But it got to be where I was always talking to Teacher like he was my girlfriend, asking him advice about Mark all the time. He said it was no biggie, but it kind of made me feel guilty.Our sex life started to dwindle a bit due to all the logistics involve, and I started to feel shitty about posting just about me fucking Mark, and how I have been having some of the most incredible sex.So when Mark uttered the "L-bomb" on me the other night, and professed his desire for us to be an official item, my immediate reaction was to think "What about Teacher?"Mark has known about Teacher, but not so m
State of the Sub Nouveau Address, Or I Am One Lucky Bitch 2008-06-09 00:27:57 Note: Think this is going to be my last serious post for awhile, I have a backlog of fucking stories, but this is necessary to get back on track.In only two months will be in the anniversary of my first meeting with Teacher. Pretty nuts. I was doing a mental recap of all that has transpired since he and I have first met and it is pretty mind boggling. I was no innocent when I first met him, in fact, I was a regular run-of-the-mill slut. Lots of drunken one-night stands, peppered with bouts of monogamy. Lots of boring mainstream fucking. I dressed like a tramp, flirted with dudes, but ultimately my rewards were slim.I always thought of myself as a pretty decent fuck, but it has become increasingly apparent that I have blossomed into a very well trained slut thanks to Teacher's guidance, as well as inspiration from the smart motherfuckers who are blogging their personal smut along with myself. See, I big ass capital I am enjoying sex now like I have never have in my life. I am also ha
In Brief 2008-06-03 17:27:38 Still chaos city, but I'm enjoying myself along the opportunity to play for a cway.----Text I sent to Teacher earlier today "Do I still have a date with your dick tomorrow night?"And I do. His sideshow hag has been a drama queen, so the poor guy has been dealing with two insane broads on top of his own bs the past week. He most certainly needs a blow job and perhaps to get his aggressions out on my hide.------Since Teacher was wrapped up last night, I had the chance to hang out with Mark. Let me preface saying this that I've never been a big "on top" girl. I think this is because as we all know I like to be manhandled, held down and what not. My previous pre-Teacher boyfriends were all pretty submissive and expected me to do all the work, hence my disinterest in riding ponying. But sometimes you don't have a choice and Mark wanted me to ride his cock last night and I obliged, and I am most certainly glad I did. I must preface this with the fact that I had been pretty much on the e
Transitions Part 1 2008-06-01 19:13:05 Busy Week! Somehighlights*Teacher informed me that when I moved into my new condominium he was going to fuck me on every threshold. He kept his promise! From the front door, to the bathroom he fucked me raw. My new home has been "christened" for a lack of a better non-religious word, with our subversive love!*My favorite part of the move was watching Teacher walk out in broad day light with one of his big ol crops.*I've been battling with both Mark and my feelings for him. I wrote on my Twitter earlier this week that Teacher mindfucks me consensually, and Mark just fucking mindfucks me without asking. His mindfucking, though, is your run-of-the mill cat and mouse game. This was supposed to be a fling, and well feelings happen, and I got attached. He got attached. He freaked.Both of us are very hot-headed, volatile, people and very sensitive. I think, for now at least, we're on a even keel for a day or two. In the midst of it all, we've had some very nasty, nasty sex...from toe job
Cool Kink Community 2008-05-28 21:02:07 Taking a quick break from my madness to tell you guys about a very cool kink/fetish social networking community, that has quickly become very active. I'm not going to bad mouth some of the other kinky social networking sites, but I will tell you what I dig about FetLife is that its not polluted with bad graphics, the discussions are intelligent, and it is very easy to navigate.It's free, but feel free to donate to the cause.Fetlife
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Cane Tester 2008-05-27 23:51:56 Teacher bought a brand new cane this past week. He came over for a quick visit tonight, not to play, but once he told me about the cane I just HAD to see it. He went to his car to get it, and I pushed over a pile of laundry I had been folding.He came back in, pulled down my running shorts and tested out the damn thing. OWWWWW!There just happened to be a rolled up pair of socks in my reach and I grabbed them and stuck them in my mouth so I could not wake the neighborhood. He was quite amused when he was done and I turned around with them sticking out of my mouth!Mind you this was just a quick test run, but here is a little shot.
Give 'Em Enough Rope 2008-05-26 22:16:06 "So are you going to beat my ass tonight?" I chided Teacher."You have no idea, no idea""Fuck."He laughed at the other end of the telephone line.I cowered. It had been awhile and I had fucked up numerous times. I was in for it."When you get home tonight I want you to check your email for instructions.""Yes sir."The email instructed me to have all his toys and whatnot ready, for me to be undressed, wearing only heels, the key in the mailbox and to be waiting for him.I am writing this as I wait for him.I'm scared shitless.------------------------------So I'm kneeling on my cushion waiting for Teacher, my body trembling trying to stay in position and from nerves. I heard the keys rattle in the door, and then I caught a glimpse of Teacher's shoes as he walked toward me and then crouched down to my level. He stroked my hair and moved his hands down my back. I shivered. He layed a big smack on my ass and led me to my room (I'm so tempted to write "chambers" but that would be ridiculous.)T
Polybitmeintheass 2008-05-22 01:03:45 I have been unfair to Teacher. I took his permission to have another partner and neglected him.Plain and simple.It wasn't purposeful. It happened.It happened because I've never done this before.It won't happen again.I have not been an ethical slut. I must read my book, that is why I bought it.
The Mathematician 2008-05-20 17:58:25 "Can you handle it little one?""Yesss..." My eyeballs were rolling back in my head. I wasn't sure I could handle it, but I was going to handle itwhether I liked it or not. I'm game for anything, I won't let a little pain stop me on the way to a possible orgasm.Thing is, I didn't know WHAT I was handling, or moreso how many fingers I was handling until I felt my cunt stretch around the width ofMark's hand.It went from a run of the mill pussy eating, to a pretty sweet finger banging ("fanger" as my friend & I used to joke), to getting dry fisted.Well I was not dry, my pussy was nice and lubed from all the other work, but his hand was bone dry. His hairy knuckles were already deep inside me, I flailed around as my muscles clenched around his digits."They don't call it snatch for nothin'" I joked with him later on, "my cunt snatched up your hand!"The feeling of getting fisted is quite different than getting fucked by a large dick, unless you have had the pleasure of being fucked
Parallel Dating 2008-05-19 18:55:49 Is a bitch.Not that long ago, I was bemoaning being single. A long dry spell peppered with one night standsw.I was certain I was destined to be alone.I exuded it. Actually I exuded desperation in my over the top dress and behavior.I took bad girl to a whole new level and it bit me in the ass.Along came Teacher.He became the calm in my storm. He guided me through the dark clouds into the light, even though what I was learning was sort of a dark art. After all BDSM, is not all bunnies and rainbows.I fell in love.Along came Mark.He became the earthquake, rattling my solid foundation.I became infatuated. Even though he was destroying my house, I had a morbid curiousty to see what would happened if I remained outside of the shelter as the ground shook.Along came reality. I kept going back from safety to danger.When I was back where it was safe and warm, I was tired.Unable to be fully there for Teacher. Still in my exhaustion, I kept running back to the danger.Teacher noticed.I disappointed
So Sad About Us 2008-05-15 21:57:42 When I think of blog titles, I'm often thinking of songs I like and then I realize later on that probably like only me and three readers get the jist of the blog title. This blog title is from a Breeders song.Due to some serious drama, yours truly becoming highly involved with her lover Mark, and just needing to get shit done, I've had to take a break from Mark.He's like a box of Krispy Kreme donuts fresh off they conveyor belt. They are so good, but they're so fucking bad for you. There is nothing good about them except the pleasure they give you. Mark doesn't give me a lot of pleasure, he stresses me out, so do to a lot of bullshit & my inability to properly manage a fling, I am having to step aside.Thing is I fucking miss him already.Teacher is on his way over here & I'm going have to dicuss all this with him. It is not news to him, but I am utterly confused. This is a total go-nowhere situation with a person who has some genuinely horrific issues, and for the love of
Bloggus Interruptus 2008-05-14 18:51:31 Once again various real-time issues have rendered me unable to write a decent blog post. Some have been pleasurable, a lot have not. But life goes on, as does this blog.On the sub/sex side of things:1. Teacher has upped my sub ante, as this is a transitional time in my life and I need his guidance more than ever. Our D/s relationship is becoming complex and not as sexually oriented. I am, for instance, to text him every morning when I get up, report my spending to him, have him help me decide what I am to eat. I am also to ask for permission to be with Mark, there is much more but I wish to keep it private. All this sounds pretty benign for a sub, but yours truly had been running amok the past months or so. This has been more painful for me than you can imagine, well at least at first. I am so used to doing what I want, how I want. It has, of course, bit me in the ass for over 30 years and I feel more like a petulant teenager than ever. When Teacher sat me down and reviewed some of m
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Bitch In Heat Part 2 -The Power of Pussy 2008-05-06 22:37:03 My evening wasn't exactly over with Mark. After our session, we went out to a local bar to drop off some CDs. Oh it is a small world, while were there I ran into a Mr. Badnews, this dumb ass drug dealer dude I used to hook up with back in the day. He was a decent fuck, but I always regretted my times with him because ultimately we'd end up somewhere unsavory with unsavory people doing unsavory things. Mr. Badnews has long black hair and olive skin, part Native American and part asshole. I've gone from telling him to fuck off to laying around naked in his apartment doing lines of coke off a record cover to telling him to fuck off. We exchanged hellos and gave each other the "yep, we fucked a look." I was in the midst of catching up with him when I felt on a tap on my shoulder being beckoned by Mark to get ready to leave. Oh, but the world is much smaller than that, then as we walked towards the exit I ran into another dude, this one I had a huge crush on in college. He used to look l Read more:Pussy
This Bitch Got Fleshbotted-Again 2008-05-06 22:30:46 Nothing warms the cockles, or the cocks of a sex blogger's heart than getting props on Fleshbot. It's been awhile, but I got my second round of props thanks to Always Aroused Girl. Here's the link to the when I lost my Fleshbot blog round-up virginity.For those of you who have not been to this site before, a quick run-down: I'm still pretty new to the BDSM game, my Dom is "Teacher," and when I'm not busy getting my ass spanked, tits tortured, figuring out what it means to be a sub, I fuck around with other men. I hope you enjoy my filthy little tales. Subscribe, bookmark, jerk-off and please come back! After all, I don't plan on closing my legs or mouth any time in the near future.
Down The Hatch 2008-05-06 19:55:27 I wanted one thing.His cock.Yesterday was Mark's birthday, but despite a text from him expressing his horniness for me, by the time I got to meet up with him, he seemed pretty fatigued. We laid on his bed, snuggled and chatted. After a few days of being cranky, my libido was in full swing and I was just not going to hang out. I had a limited time to be there, so I had to drop my sub hat for the evening and take the initiative. Mind you for those new to the blog, this guy is merely kinky, not a Dom.As we snuggled, I scratched my fingers down his belly, towards the waistband of his jeans. I flapped at the loose piece of leather on his belt, "Well Mark, I think being that is your birthday you deserve something good. Would you like me to suck your cock?"You didn't think he'd say "no" did you?He didn't give me time to unbuckle his belt, he did it himself, and quickly unzipped his Levi's unveiling his hard-on to my eager mouth. I gave his cock a tongue-bath, moistening it before I too
A.D.I.D.A.S.D 2008-05-06 18:58:46 All day long I dream about sucking dick.I do.I think I am the reincarnation of an 18 year-old hormonal gay boy.The more cum I swallow have the more I want it. I'm Countess Cumula.Mark has been getting on my nerves a lot, he's very high maintenance, emotionally detached and whatnot, but still I think about going over to his apartment to suck his cock. Just that. I think about doing that and running, but he always traps me. Last night I sucked him off and the minute I got the first taste of pre-cum, I wanted to continue, to quench my thirst, to taste the little bit of power I have. Every time he tells me I'm one of the best cocksuckers he's had and he's had his cock sucked quite often, I glow. When he told me the other night that I've "improved," that sort of pissed me off, but I pointed out to him I was pretty nervous the first couple of times because he's so goddamn particular. I take that as a challenge.Numerous times I've been told by men that it is difficult for them to get
Does A Scene A Switch Make? 2008-05-05 11:47:25 So I informed Teacher that I wanted to top a chick, specifically that little whore he played with awhile back, the sub newbie. He said he'd arrange it. This is the perfect outlet for me to work through my jealousy issues and get my rocks off at the same time. While I am definitely submisssive to men, I've always had lesbo fantasies that have involved me doing what I want to another woman, never them doing anything to me. So does that make me a switch? Or is that just a situational thing?Anyway, I told him what I want to do that little bitch. I want to blindfold her, I'll have him hog-tie her as I can barely tie my own shoe laces. I may or may not gag her. Actually I might gag her and not blindfold her so I can see the terror in her eyes. I will probably get her ass all rigged out, then take a little smoke break across the room, making her slut ass wait.I'll walk back towards her and blow my last puff of smoke out in her face, "You little fucking slut, what makes you think you can
Ass Holes and Assholes 2008-05-05 00:23:50 Crazy weekend for me. I cant' go any further, but I can tell you how far I went.A. Last night on our way out on the town Mark said to me, "You know what I'm going to do you to tonight if you get drunk again?""Fuck me in the ass?" This happened last time I got loaded."Yes," his eyes gleemed. He had an evil smile and I sort of cowered."Guess I'm getting drunk!""You are such a dirty girl.""I know and that's why you like me." I had honestly planned on laying off the sauce save a beer or two, but I upped my intake just a tad. I didn't get wasted, but I was feeling good. Some hot chick was flirting with me and bought me a drink. I took every opportunity I could to flirt with others in front of Mark. He's done the same and more, and I felt the need to show him I had game as well. Plus, it made me feel even more sexy and devious."Our cab ride home was a short one, but it felt kind of long."You know what is coming to you tonight don't you X" he whispered in my ear.I blushed.Back at the
The Softer Side 2008-05-03 03:32:18 "Can you be here by 9 O'clock?" Mark inquired."Sure, I mean I'm not going to get dolled up or anything.""Not dolled up? Why not?""Welll..we're just watching a movie""You don't have to wear a heels or anything, but makeup is always good." I heard something about a dress, but I couldn't make out if he wanted me in a dress or not in a dress.I can't lie, I tend to get slack sometimes. As much as I liked getting gussied up, once I get comfortable with a person I tend to not get all glam when we're doing just random hanging around the house. I've done this to Teacher, and I guess I started doing it to Mark. I kind of thought he acted funny the other night when I was wearing just a big t-shirt and I made a mental note to never do that again.But I was glad to hear he liked makeup. I've had boyfriends on either side of the fence, and I like the ones who want me painted pretty so this was a non issue.In light of my grubby t-shirt episode, I decided that I wasn't going to dissapoint him
Bad Sub Nouveau 2008-04-28 18:47:32 "I let you off the leash X and you were expected to come back. You didn't and that is very disrespectful."I had Teacher's permission to hang out with Mark yesterday, and his only request was that I contact him to update him on my whereabouts.I fucked up.Teacher wasn't asking for much and I am very grateful I have someone who cares if I get home safely.So I called Teacher and apologized for my negligence and being disrespectful to him. Needless to say he was pissed off. He thanked me for apologizing, but he said he was going to have a talk with me about this later today.I could write a good post about the sex I had last night right now, but it doesn't feel right. Submission is not just about sex, and even if this was a Vanilla relationship I still would be in the wrong.You guys will get the smut later on.
Damaged Lovers 2008-04-28 18:40:04 Crazy. Both of us. Certifiable with medical records to prove it.On the crazy scale I'm about a 6 and he's about a 9."Sickness attracts sickness," someone once told me, and they were fucking accurate.Damaged.Some of it happened during shipping, but most of it happened upon arrival.Eccentric.Creative.Lunatics.Both of us.---------I'm exhausted, so fucking exhausted as I write, but I want to write now not later. I am having a lot of confusion right now, a lot of stuff I'm refraining from sharing because it is too complex and some I need to run by Teacher first.------------------So I meet up with Mark prior to going out on the town. His roommates were not around and we had the house to ourselves, meaning I didn't have to worry about being loud. We always havethe music blasting, but still. Things went from zero to sixty in like two seconds. We were making out and then the next thing I know he slaps me across the face, he rips of my clothes, bites my neck and tugs at my hair. My mouth is
Bitch In Heat - Part 1 2008-04-24 18:26:05 This bitch has had her period this week and all the dogs have been sniffing around, trying to jump over the fence.Upon getting permission from Teacher yesterday to see Mark tonight he said, "Sure, but I want to see you afterward.""OK" I was a bit confused as I've never seen them on the same night."Don't worry, I won't be to rough with you.""Ohhhhh..." Master of the Obvious here took a few moments to realize that Teacher wanted to fuck me after I had been fucked by Mark. Must be a guy thing I figured."Now X, just to let you know this is not a competition, I told you the other night I when I want you, I have you and I want you tomorrow night.""Yes Sir.""Now you are not to tell Mark that you are seeing me. I am flexible about the time, but I am going to see you no matter how late." He's a night owl, that's why we get along so well.As soon as he hung up I started wondering how I was going to work this out logistically. It already felt like it was going to be "Three's Company 2008."
Different Strokes 2008-04-22 00:21:25 By the time I headed home from work last night I was wound up to the point where if I was a dude it would be either fuck or fight. To say I was in a foul mood would be an understatement. Between a weekend full of various car related debacles, family bullshit, and throngs of bargain crazed customers I was mentally and physically exhausted. Add a visit from "Aunt Flo" and well it is amazing I didn't spontaneously combust. It was one of those rare times where I actually wanted my weekend to end so I could start fresh.Poor Teacher has had to deal with me being a basket case since the fiasco in Atlanta and all the garbage that I threw in the basket afterwards. Being the excellent Dom that he his, he knew exactly what the medicine I needed was to recover.He gave me ample time to calm down after work, but I still was on edge when he opened the door to my apt. Naked, wearing some new peep toed platforms, I didn't feel as sexual as I would normally. It was like all the anger and angst had
Like, Gag Me! 2008-04-20 23:06:02 My new gagI'll post the tale later. It hurts to sit.
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About Fucking Time 2008-04-20 10:21:03 My gag that has been back-ordered finally showed up in the mail yesterday. After a rough as hell weekend, I am so looking forward to getting the living fuck beat and fucked out of me. It has been a week since I've had either. My libido was scarily low, as was the rest of me. I'm ready to rock. I'm ready to gnaw the new rubber ball into pieces. When it is all said in done, I hope it looks like a used up dog toy.I tried it on when I opened up the box. It is just not the same when you put on your own gag, I felt like I was trying on a Halloween costume. But tonight, when Teacher comes over it will feel perfect.That I know.I have a long ass day ahead of me, but no matter how exhausted I am when I get home I am going to be waiting for Teacher with open arms and open legs.
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The Damsel In Distress Is Back 2008-04-18 21:34:15 Being a "Damsel in Distress" has been a recurring theme in this blog. Mostly as fantasy fodder, and I've even deduced it might be part of my sub puzzle.Sometimes, though, being a distressed damsel is a total drag, like when it is reality based vs. fantasy. For instance, since I've returned from Hotlanta Teacher has had to "rescue" me several times.First Time- Your oversexed blogger lost touch with reality over the last couple of weeks and forgot to pay her electric bill. Now normally she IGNORES her bills, but this time she honestly forgot. While waiting for the eclectic company to come turn on the lights, Teacher came over and kept me company. Which leads me to...First Time Part 2 -The forgotten electric bill brought me negative in my bank account and I was subsequently hysterical that I was not going to be able to get to work on fumes. Teacher filled up my tank.Second Time - A few days later I apparently left my lights on while at work and Teacher once again drove to my rescue to
Coming Down 2008-04-14 21:39:57 The fun is over and back to reality. During my last couple of weeks of getting laid, partyinng, working and travel I, in typical fashion, forgot the important shit. Important like my light bill. Important like my taxes. I've got my lights on. Extension will be in the mail tomorrow.I planned on taking today to recuperate and prepare myself for possibly the grim reaper at my job tomorrow and instead I found myself laying in the dark. I used my last money to pay the electric company, and as I waited Teacher came over to keep me company for awhile. He also, bless him, filled my car up so I make my huge commute in the morning.Also I have not heard from "Mark." He's on vacation and well, that is a big wake up call for me. Even though he said he didn't want a relationship and I agreed that we'd just be friends & lovers, it did get pretty fucking intense. I've chosen not to worry about it, though I am midly annoyed. Teacher today said that I'd go "running back to him" as soon as he r
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