Owner: ... and then God created Men! URL:http://nautika.blogspot.com Join Date: Tue, 10 Apr 2007 12:12:26 -0500 Rating:0 Site Description: A single gay guy in his twenties from Egypt who is taking gossip, news & his own life experiences to a whole new dimension.
Dance4Lust 2008-07-17 05:28:00 " That summer, we talked endlessly always, about everything, fusion, nothing new for you i felt, hey, under and, cool breezes the heavenly "See you there ;)
:: Tantric : Euphoria - [Part III] 2008-07-07 16:38:00 June 26th, 2008 – 11:37 PM I was driving to Maadi, meeting a Spanish guy for sex. Even though we were supposed to meet at 11:00 sharp, he kept pushing the time 10, 15 then 10 more minutes each time I called. When I got really annoyed waiting for 10 extra minutes, I decided going to the Cafe where Mica always goes for coffee and meet up his friends since it was right next to where I was parking. I had strong feeling that he would be there. I just came near the Cafe’s entrance and there he was, coming out of it and when he saw me; he froze then a big smile went on his face and said: “Digg! How are you! Long time no see! I miss you so much”, he then hugged me and said: “You were coming to the Cafe or just to see me?”. I quickly answered: “Mica, do you think I’d drive from Heliopolis to Maadi just to walk in this cafe place randomly? I remembered you and thought passing by. I felt you’d be here!” He laughed and said while hugging me again: “Digg! Y
:: Tantric : The Rush - [Part II] 2008-06-06 20:22:00 "Take me away.A million miles away from here!Take me away.Find a place for you and me!You're taking me higher,High as I could be!Take me away.Forever you and me.Take me away!" - 4 Strings, Take Me AwayIf Alanis Morissette cited 21 things that she wanted in a lover, with most I agree; I can roughly declare mine: successful at work, party animal, smoker, drinker, sweet smart talker, living large, french speaker (preferably been to a french school) and good looking. I know I raised my bars up high just to block every mean to meet "the one", if ever existed. It's very difficult to find all of these points in one person, and even if they are all miraculously met in a way or another - what are the odds that this unique person would fall for me in return?Mica had them all!His ideal gym fit build and attractive aura, salesmen's sweet balanced talks and his fucking sexy white shirt he was wearing when I first saw him in Grand Hyatt's lobby totally flipped my world.What made my fascination
:: Tantric : The Crush - [Part I] 2008-05-25 16:04:00 " Do you believe in love at first sight? It's an illusion, I don't care. Do you believe I can make you feel better? Too much confusion, come on over here! Can we get together? I really, I really wanna be with you. Come on, check it out with me. I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too. " - Get Together, Madonna. It was an early day by the end of March when we first chatted. Mica was a 25 years old successful young man who had a fine position in Oracle Company in the states. After a couple of chats, I could draw an idea about the reason why he left Egypt and decided working abroad. Despite the fact that I never let myself pay attention to people who weren’t available within my living or traveling territories, the way Mica captured my attention online made me believe that I could catch up with him, for his yearly visits to Egypt, even though they were a mere couple of weeks only. “I never display my picture on MSN”, he said, “I’l
Tantric - [The Series] 2008-05-16 16:25:00 Mica started talking about how life is wonderful in the states, but cruel. He was lonely, and couldn’t make friends even though he had been there for almost a year. My answers were short, but straight to the point: I didn’t want the fact that I wasn’t attracted to him made me change my friendly way. I discussed the possibility of moving back to Egypt while explaining my point of view regarding my passion working in here. Mica was looking for the both the position and the large paycheck he was having; and they were solely offered in his actual position.Back then, I didn't know the emotional rollercoaster that I would ride when I'll meet him. After all, nobody I ever knew thought about dedicating a song to me in such Tantric way: Calling. Coming soon ...I had to take some time off the past weeks due to some changes. I am dismissing all rumors that I heard arising during that period -which to my surprise, couldn't believe there would be any talks about my modest side blog. Even
:: So This Is Goodbye 2008-03-12 05:21:00 "I still don't have the reason,And you don't have the time.And it really makes me wonderIf I ever gave a fuck about you"Here I am sitting in my best friend's car; waiting for him to come down after deciding to break up with his girl friend; soon after their big plans of marriage. Their big castle of strong beliefs is collapsing; leaving them in shreds.So breaks-up do happen in straight life as well.When it comes to break-ups; why do we always link to the traumatic effect that would happen after leaving the beloved one; and we simply let the fact of pushing in the wrong way; mending and patching things up; causes bigger pain and loss? Trying to resurrect a dying feeling is a huge load. Thinking about myself, about my relationship and the big love I had for Him, isn't better now that we both are taking over our lives without all the struggles that we used to have in order to enjoy each other's presence?Why do we always tend to think about drama, while being in love and after ending
:: Boy, interrupted! 2008-01-29 04:37:00 My home phone rang at 3:30 in the morning; I was just getting back home in that summer night in 2005, thinking about my new job that would start the next day. I was partying with my friends the new contract and it was about time to sleep, if I wanted to give a good impression at the new firm. "Yes?", I said while looking at the watch as I picked up the phone. It surely was 3:30 in the morning, who would call me that late; and on my private home phone? "umm.. Digg?", a soft voice asked. "Yes. Who is this?", I quickly asked while assuming that this couldn't be but a gay guy. I had no clue who could that be, but calling me on my home number was something serious. "How is it going?", he asked, skipping my earlier question. "Good. Who is this again?", I asked, irritated this time. "I am a friend. I just want to see you now." Now? Was he crazy? "Now? Are you crazy? Who are you? Listen mate, looks lik
:: unforGUETTAble 2008-01-15 12:06:00 " We met for a moment and then it's goodbye,but I just lived a lifetime with you in my mind:What would it be to live in your world,if you were my boy and I was your guy.It's crazy this spell you have me under!I know it can't be but I'll always wonder:What would my life be living in your arms,I feel I'll never know.and what would you say,if I were to stay,and just go your way? "- Rachael Starr.Sharm al-Sheikh: Land of freedom. A place where most people head to, not only to have their crazy escapades in the mountains, deep in the red sea or in a wasted brand named night club, but also land of various sexcapades that most of the Egyptians tend to experience since being there, the sky is the limit. People are happy, enjoying their vacation in a luxurious way. Foreigners who want to be entertained, or seek hot Egyptian studs to have a sexy full of passion and heated vacation let themselves carried by hunks, gay people who openly show that they are together; enjoy each other's presence
:: Exhilarating 2007-12-26 10:01:00 " ... a real roller coaster of emotions I fell in. Just because I slept with him once, I became that jealous, addicted, and watching him like a hawk? Was he even aware that me, the cool and cold looking guy, is totally fucked up from inside? I wasn't sure. I just hated Yared's presence. He was intoxicating me! " - Coming soon.
:: FUCK ME, I'M FAMOUS! 2007-12-16 18:03:00 " Electro Love. Electro Drum. Electro Sex. Electro Cum. Electro Heats. Electro Suck. Electro Beats. Electro Fuck.I got the DJ spirit inside of me. It so feels good. It takes control of me.I'm a Party Animal. Party Animal.I wanna fuck your body. "- David Guetta, Fuck Me I am Famous Podcast [September 2nd, 2007] - minute 10:54See you there ; )
:: Intoxicating 2007-11-21 03:32:00 I just can't get enoughIt's the feeling that I love(Intoxicating)I just can't get enough(Exhilarating)It's the feeling that I loveI've never felt, like this beforeI've never wanted, lovin' moreI just want to say I need youAnd it feels good when I'm with youCan't you seeI Just can't get enoughIt's the feeling that I love(Intoxicating)Even though I am not used to blogging about an actual event that hadn’t ended yet, I couldn’t help but letting this one out, hoping that I would really reach an inner closure that would help me move on with what had been going on and the way it evolved.When I saw him coming online after more than a year, I haven't had in mind any clue that I would be falling that deep for him. Something about Carl's new display picture captivated my attention, and I was thrilled when he started the chat:"Wuz up dude?", the MSN window popped up."Fine mate, what about you?", I answered, eagerly wanting to know more about that hot guy."All's cool, so ur frm C
:: Intoxicating 2007-11-21 03:32:00 I just can't get enoughIt's the feeling that I love(Intoxicating)I just can't get enough(Exhilarating)It's the feeling that I loveI've never felt, like this beforeI've never wanted, lovin' moreI just want to say I need youAnd it feels good when I'm with youCan't you seeI Just can't get enoughIt's the feeling that I love(Intoxicating)Even though I am not used to blogging about an actual event that hadn’t ended yet, I couldn’t help but letting this one out, hoping that I would really reach an inner closure that would help me move on with what had been going on and the way it evolved.When I saw him coming online after more than a year, I haven't had in mind any clue that I would be falling that deep for him. Something about Carl's new display picture captivated my attention, and I was thrilled when he started the chat:"Wuz up dude?", the MSN window popped up."Fine mate, what about you?", I answered, eagerly wanting to know more about that hot guy."All's cool, so ur frm C
:: Fags and the City 2007-11-18 17:17:00 I hesitated a bit before announcing this -Mithly.com is a fairly new Middle Eastern Gay blog that was launched a while ago. It is based on submissions by the users and managed by three Middle Eastern guys who keep in mind one thing while producing each new monthly issue: away from traditional problems and hitting on fashion, lifestyle, music and life; as well as Sex.Lestat de Lioncourt, one of the founders and editor of the column "Fags and the City" under "Sexology" section is nobody but me. Within the articles that I wrote, you might discover a totally different personality: the sexual/raw me!Note that all my writings in there are also inspired from real life situations; including the "box".Feel free checking my articles:- "Break Up? Break You Up!" : http://www.mithly.com/archives/feb07/sex.htm- "Honey, Fetch!" : http://www.mithly.com/archives/mar07/sex.htm- "I Glow!" : http://www.mithly.com/main/sex.htm- Mithly Magazine: http://www.mithly.com/Happy reading!
:: Brave 2007-10-21 12:23:00 As I was driving back from Maadi on the Ring Road, and right before reaching Al-Taawon Gaz Station, my cellular announced an incoming SMS. Slowly; while listening to Tracey Thorn's It's All True, somewhere while singing along We don’t need any kind of big parade, Just this once a little serenade I was reading the message. The impact of what I read was so deep; so I had to slow down to be able to read the message once more. It was from Andrew:Hey there! How is it going, big Leo? I was just listenin' to the new J.Lo album -a song named 'brave' just reminded me of you. Listen to it. I wish to hear from you soon, though.I put down my i-mate, picked my iPod and scrolled to Jennifer Lopez' new album. Skipped till the last song and hit play.The second time I heard it, emotions were tearing me from inside. I am sorry Andrew, I really am.It's a new day, new day, and it's evidentYou must have been heaven sentSometimes we should be hesitant, but I'm not at allJust feelin more confident
:: Lights, Camera and a Broken Heart - [Part II] 2007-10-13 19:05:00 " Who can say why your heart sighs,As your love flies?Only time...And who can say why your heart cries,When your love dies?Only time...Who can say when the roads meet,That love might be,In your heart. "- EnyaEagerly I waited for the next day's episode in order to see him. 11 sharp, the show started. I impatiently waited for the moment he would show up on screen wearing the officer's uniform and see how Ken would play his role that day. When he appeared; I quickly pressed the remote control's volume up button and listened.As soon as the scene ended, I smiled. Not only because I was impressed by the way he played his role, but I remembered that night when he was rehearsing while were sitting in Rehab City's open air café:"I am sorry; I just can't picture you that tough playing that role! You just look, I don't know, ya know! I can't help it!", I said right after I burst into a hysterical laughter when I heard him saying his line, "again, again, wait!".He sat on the edge of his so
:: Lights, Camera and a Broken Heart - [Part I] 2007-09-22 09:53:00 Since Ramadan is the time when Middle Eastern TV kicks with endless shows, series and cheesy entertainment programs; I was wandering around the channels having an idea about what is rocking bottom this year when I came across a scene that froze me: there he was, a guy in an officer's uniform knocking on some family's door. I waited for the scene to change in order to see the cop's face; he looked so familiar.After the never ending advertising break; a certain 20 something female opened the door and I could see the agent's features: it was Ken. I smiled, and listened to the conversation he was having with the young girl's father. The same deep voice I fell for over the phone, the same warm tone that made me thrive; coming out from well formed lips that I loved kissing and biting. Seeing him on TV made me remember those fall nights when we used to date; and I loved every single moment and feeling I had with him. Even though I was harsh at the end, I couldn't deny the fact that I st
:: Lights, Camera and a Broken Heart - [Part I] 2007-09-22 09:53:00 Since Ramadan is the time when Middle Eastern TV kicks with endless shows, series and cheesy entertainment programs; I was wandering around the channels having an idea about what is rocking bottom this year when I came across a scene that froze me: there he was, a guy in an officer's uniform knocking on some family's door. I waited for the scene to change in order to see the cop's face; he looked so familiar.After the never ending advertising break; a certain 20 something female opened the door and I could see the agent's features: it was Ken. I smiled, and listened to the conversation he was having with the young girl's father. The same deep voice I fell for over the phone, the same warm tone that made me thrive; coming out from well formed lips that I loved kissing and biting. Seeing him on TV made me remember those fall nights when we used to date; and I loved every single moment and feeling I had with him. Even though I was harsh at the end, I couldn't deny the fact that I st
:: Him 2007-09-04 11:19:00 " When it comes to life and love, why do we believe our worst reviews? " -Carrie Bradshaw.For some reason, we always give a little extra care for our image. I am not talking about how you would look like this week-end clubbing, but the picture that others form about us whenever we are exposed to a certain event, to be more precise: when we get reviewed, silently, by other people when it comes to our love life, personal one or professional aspect. We always tend looking for what is being negative in us, what is being spread amongst the others and not for the sake of fixing ourselves, but I believe it is much more simpler than this: we always want to be perfect, no matter what, to have a better chance in whatever catch that might be just right the next corner.I can't help but think: do we really care about others opinions? If so, why do we actually tend to follow stupid, pointless and empty targets that we believe they might be the right choice while all our entourage says it is not? Do
:: Re-Calling 2007-08-16 12:06:00 He is leaving in two days. Honey love, honey love what you do to meI can't think I can't act the way I use to beGot no choice, just your voice send me through the roofI'm a mess, I confess it's because of you Oh, shook me up so quicklyYou, hit me like a smooth breeze! -iiO, Smooth.
:: Him (Prelude) 2007-08-13 19:24:00 " There was a game we used to playWe would hit the town on Friday nightAnd stay in bed until Sunday.We used to be so freeWe were living for the love we had andLiving not for realityJust my imagination. Just my imagination. It was.""Love isn't happiness, since it is a human feeling. Those feelings are very changing and ending. Happiness can be found in simple moments, a ray of light in winter, sitting with a close friend on a sunny morning having coffee or simply, listening to music that moves you." - Samer.ACT IWhen I first saw Him, I knew He was the one.At least my imagination drew that to me.When I first met Mostafa, wearing His white shirt and black water proof pants in Marriott's Bakery al Hegaz street, my 19 years old heart pushed extra shots of blood mixed with fresh adrenaline into my veins. I loved the way he smelled, walked, talked, smiled, turned, glimpsed and drank his Turkish coffee that he had ordered fifteen minutes earlier. When he felt a little bit more comfortable, h
:: Calling 2007-08-06 17:39:00 He stopped my car and asked me driving it instead. We switched places and while I was moving, he reached for my iPod and I could hear the clicking sound by the device scrolling in my music library. He stopped wheeling and clicked. I could almost hear him having a deep breath then faintly, he said while reaching this time for my trembling hand, holding it tight and said: "Digg, I dedicate this song to you".He raised the volume, and I listened ...The sun is going down on meAs she surrenders to the seaSo steal the night and fly with meI'm calling, I'm callingThe moon is high on me and youIs my message breaking through?Darkened skies that once were blue are fallingSo hear me nowCalling out your nameBurning on the flamePlayed the waiting gameHear my callingHear my calling(Forever and ever)Through distant lands and mountain streamsMy river's running through your dreamsThere's an ocean in betweenForever and neverChasing shadows through the yearsI whisper softly to my dearBe sure to know t
:: So Far - [Outro] 2007-08-01 13:31:00 "Looking back at all the previous posts; I noticed how exposed I am: naked, but not in my bed room. I dated men and never had the guts to show them my blog: I felt that they would be having the privilege of knowing too much en excčs about my personal little details; I even denied linking myself to the blog when I was asked." Only a couple more days to go, and the clock would announce; not sure whether happily, doubtfully, sadly, ironically or something else; my birthday.Again, I would hang out with Shatz and Samer, drink and dance the night away, fall in a couple of surprise parties where I have to act totally blown away. I would gracefully smile at my friends' faces, thank them deeply and wonder: how deep have I affected their souls? How is really important this day is to them?Would it be much different if I shared it with a life partner? Or is it better me partying, a single 20 something guy, alone; with shiny eyes reflecting lust, sadness and a psycho touch of deep happiness that
Merry-Go-Round 2007-07-27 13:06:00 Sorry for the delay and thanks for asking -The blog will be updated shortly.- Digg.
:: So Far - [intro] 2007-06-29 12:20:00 Looking back at all the previous posts; I noticed how exposed I am: naked, but not in my bed room. I dated men and never had the guts to show them my blog: I felt that they would be having the privilege of knowing too much en excčs about my personal little details; I even denied linking myself to the blog when I was asked. Although I am actually dating someone; the idea of letting him visit this space could never be realised (at least till this very moment). His best friend happens to be one of ... and then God created Men! fans; and I draw a cold smile on my face whenever he relates to an event; line or just the whole feeling and warmth he gets when he is reading the blog.I have been also asked many times about the latest details about all the mentioned guys -and I must admit; major changes happened either in my personal life or my nautika one.Knowing that my last post was more than a month ago; and yes; I am still alive thank you for asking in all those mails; I believe I must have
:: Just Say "Yes" 2007-05-14 12:33:00 "When a relationship dies do we ever really give up the ghost or are we forever haunted by the spirits of relationships past” -Carrie BradshawCairo; one big city with many opportunities of meeting low class or sexually confused guys. If you go for a round in Jardino, you'd certainly see the fancy BMW flashing for some trashy looking guy and hooking him up, or maybe you'd come across that boy who only picks up soldiers; pay them and drive them back to their guarding post after blowing them; no matter what sexual orientation they have. You are actually having the typical queer life picture in my capital: fags who beg for a fuck, queens who shake their booties to catch the biggest dick, guys who love for the sake of having sex, others get committed just to show off how desired they are, or simple others who deny love, because they were badly hurt to the extent that they are scared to experience that delightful feeling again.I have proudly joined the latter group.As usual, three desper
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