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This is it 2007-08-22 20:48:21 Ok this is my last post. Tomorrow i’m closing down soulfully-spoken.com. If you don’t have mine, gina’s or martha’s new home addy’s please email me atsoulfullinda@yahoo.com . It’s been great everyone. Thank y0u for visiting me here.
Ok this is for Ray……
Big Girls Don’t Cry”
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must ta
New Home 2007-08-21 12:51:15 Ok i’m setting up my new domain right now and if you would like my new home addy please email me at soulfullinda@yahoo.com .
Right now i’m wondering if i should transfer all my post or just start over fresh.
I went to the dr this morning and he said i’m doing GREAT. It’s so amazing to hear that word FINALLY.
I have to admit today i’m a cry baby….it’s hormones and the dr said thats normal. Ok i’m gonna to work on the new domain and maybe find something to eat i’m starving today.
It’s Personal 2007-08-20 15:32:44 Out of the mouths of babes. Have you ever had one of those conversations with your child that when it’s over and done you feel like they thought you something?
Here’s how the conversation went. My daughter C asked me if i was closing my blog ?( please let me remind you that she has no idea what my blogs about or where i blog) I said no i’m just moving it. She said because of Ray? and i said no not really it’s just time for me to have my own home basically, some where i can talk freely. I went back to eatting grapes and she said I think he still loves you. I said hmmmmmm ok and then my other daughter M said ” no way C. He just comes to moms blog to see her fall” . i said hmm ok. Then that sparked about a 15 minute conversation with the two of them. To which i just sat there eatting grapes and going OMG inside. Then my son A walked in the room and said “I think both of you are wrong. He only goes to moms blog to get a reaction from her. It&rsquo
Again 2007-08-18 20:01:58 I just said this yesterday but i have a new look, but this time i have to say i also have a new home for my blog. Lets start off with the template. Sir told me this morning my old template was pretty but it just wasn’t ME. So i said ohhh ok then i kept looking at the lip pix that Gina had sent me a few months ago and It came to me like i was hit by lighting. From my lips,…to God’s ears. So i guess i should thank Gina for my new template *giggles*.
Then Sir and i were talking about the whole Ray situation and Sir said omg no you are not going to let him run you off and i said no but i want a new place for my blog and Sir said well come up with a name. So I was talking to a dear friend and her and i with a little help from Sir came up with the perfect name. It will probably be one day next week when i open it up. I’ll email everyone the new addy.
Ok i’m going to get off here and go eat some dinner, try to take a shower and then watch some tv and maybe sew
Again 2007-08-18 20:01:58 I just said this yesterday but i have a new look, but this time i have to say i also have a new home for my blog. Lets start off with the template. Sir told me this morning my old template was pretty but it just wasn’t ME. So i said ohhh ok then i kept looking at the lip pix that Gina had sent me a few months ago and It came to me like i was hit by lighting. From my lips,…to God’s ears. So i guess i should thank Gina for my new template *giggles*.
Then Sir and i were talking about the whole Ray situation and Sir said omg no you are not going to let him run you off and i said no but i want a new place for my blog and Sir said well come up with a name. So I was talking to a dear friend and her and i with a little help from Sir came up with the perfect name. It will probably be one day next week when i open it up. I’ll email everyone the new addy.
Ok i’m going to get off here and go eat some dinner, try to take a shower and then watch some tv and maybe sew
New Look 2007-08-15 17:24:13 No reason why really. I just wanted something plain and simple.
Today’s been an ok day. For some reason my body hurts all over. I went for a long walk this morning before it got two hot and that kind of help.
It was another night of really no sleep. I laid there and couldn’t get comfy so i went and laid in the recliner. Then again maybe i couldn’t sleep because Sir and i had words last night. He wants to pack His trucks up and go work a 3 year job in California. I was shocked. In no way shape or form do i ever want to live in California again. Sir told me that i could stay here for 3 or 4 months till He got everything set up then me and the kids could move out there. Honestly I don’t know what to do. Of course the two girls are all bouncy about the idea because they’ve only been to Cali a few times. They have no idea how life really is out there. Nope i really don’t want to move…..nope nope nope.
Now on to the next subject. Sorry if anyone got
Tired 2007-08-14 10:12:19 Day 11 - Yesterday was an ok day physically. I actually went outside and walked around some and got some sun. Eatting is still funky. I’m great with light foods and the dr says for now thats ok because it’s probably the antibiotics they have me on thats messing my tummy up.
I couldn’t sleep last night. Thats the biggest problem i’m having since surgery. I only sleep a couple hours a night and then want to crash all day. Today that’s coming to an end. The kids go back to school monday and i need a routine.
Talking about kids,..they’ve all been so good to me. Yesterday my babygirl gave me a pedicure and she wanted to see my tummy for the first time. She almost fainted she doesn’t do well with stuff like that . Lord help her if she would have saw the staples lol.
Sir has been the best He’s ever been. Every morning when He goes to work He brings me the phones, bottle of water and my meds and puts them next to my bed. Last night He got home la
hmmmm 2007-08-12 12:20:45 You have to wonder what is so damn interesting about my life that Ray has to come here 113 times in one month lol. Must be because he has NO life at all of his own .
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Texas, League City, United States, 113 returning visits
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So how many of you would go to your ex’s blog that many times? My ex husband and his new wife have a blog and he gave me the addy about 4 months ago and guess how many times i’ve been there? If you said zero you are correct.
Ok i have to go do some wedding planning yall have fun!
Wedding Bells 2007-08-11 23:20:48 Jayme and i are planned a huge wedding. Who’s wedding you ask…..Can’t tell you. It’s a secret for now. But it’s going to be Awesome. Read more:Wedding
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To Much 2007-08-10 13:55:06 Ok you will be happy to know yesterday i ate real food. Mom came over and i ate cheese and crackers for lunch and for dinner she made me a big pot of chicken and dumplings. I even kept them down.
But i feel horrible today. I think i did too much yesterday. I must have been brain dead because with the staples gone i thought oh i can do this and that and everything will be ok……well today i’m paying the price. My abs hurt like hell.
More then just physical pain i feel emotionally fragile today. Don’t ask me why. I guess it’s just my hormones. I was watching tv and started crying watching something on HGTV. hello design shows shouldn’t make you cry but they did a great job and the lady was emotional and i got emotional.
Well with everything finally out i’m in full force menopause. At 330 am Sir woke me up and said honey let’s go take a shower. I thought is this man insane, then i realized i was having cold sweats and the bed was wet. Sir he
New Day 2007-08-09 13:17:31 Well finally the staples are gone. I feel pretty good today. Still very sore but i’m able to get out of bed and go to the bathroom alone now. I’ve even taken a shower and put on clean pj’s lol
Sir has been so wonderful this past week. He’s went beyond the call of duty. He’s brought me flowers, magazines, bookes, cd’s and all kind of fun stuff to keep me busy while He’s at work.
I’m still only able to eat jello and soup. The Dr says that its time for me to add some real food to my menu but honestly i’m just not ready. Sir said tonight He’s going to bring home a roasted chicken and the fixins and i need to TRY to eat . Hmmm i might,…ok i probably won’t,,..don’t want to lie about it lol.
Ok thats enough for now. I might post more later.
I’m ok 2007-08-07 21:25:05 I thought i should check in and let everyone know i’m ok. The staples are starting to itch and i’m sore all over, just going to the bathroom’s a job. I don’t feel like typing right now but in the days to come i will tell the whole story of my adventures in the hospital lol….or lack of one!
Thank you everyone for the phone calls, emails, cards, flowers and gifts. I love you all dearly.
Thoughts 2007-08-03 21:11:16 Iphone sucks
Surgerys painful
I miss my family and friends
Message to Myself ……I am Loved
Thoughts 2007-08-03 21:11:16 Iphone sucks
Surgerys painful
I miss my family and friends
Message to Myself ……I am Loved
Ready to go 2007-08-02 10:57:52 Ok i’m all packed for my trip to the hosptial. Sir bought me a new Iphone so i can take it to the hospital instead of my laptop. Not sure i like it yet though. Not sure i have the whole touch screen typing down pat yet but we’ll see.
Ok on to the story about my vagina lol…..the other night i went and took a bath and i was getting out of the tub and my foot slipped and one leg went out of the tub and one in the tub and my vagina went BOOM on the tub and now i have a bruise inside and out. Kinda funny huh? Hurts like hell and looks even worse lol
Anyways thats all for now folks, i have tons to do today. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. Thank you again for all the well wishes.
The Facts 2007-08-01 05:14:30 First off no matter what Gina says to you today my Vagina is just fine *ouchies*
Second off i’m having surgery at the end of this week so i won’t be around for a few days but i will update you as soon as i get home or feel like it.
Third……well i don’t have a third i’m going back to bed. lol
Childish 2007-07-29 08:33:53 OK i’ve removed a few post, because i realize it was all just childish. I can’t believe i got so emotional about things. A week ago i thought Ray and i were good friends, today i realize we are nothing more then bitter ex’s and i guess that’s how it will be forever. Now i guess it’s just time we both move on and let it all go and not talk to each other anymore.
I’m so tired today. Nico couldn’t sleep last night because it was horrible weather and every time it he would hear the thunder he would first jump out of bed then he would run around to Sir’s side climb the steps and jump back in bed and go under the covers. At first it was funny and then by 4 am i thought Sir and i were going to go sleep in the living room and give Nico the nice soft King size bed lol
Ok i’m going to go make some breakfast, and i’m sorry for everything that happen. I hope everyone has a wonderful Sunday!
Amazing 2007-07-29 00:31:32 Well everyone i’ve had to put the comments to moderated because Mr Day loves to change his IP even after i’ve blocked him. Amazing what people will do these days. lol
I have no idea why he would want to come here, ohhhhhhh no wait i do know. I hurt him and he can’t get over it. Understandable.
So from now on he can read here all day everyday but his voice has been taken away! YAY.
Look at his and realize this was just ONE day……..
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Amazing 2007-07-29 00:31:32 Well everyone i’ve had to put the comments to moderated because Mr Day loves to change his IP even after i’ve blocked him. Amazing what people will do these days. lol
I have no idea why he would want to come here, ohhhhhhh no wait i do know. I hurt him and he can’t get over it. Understandable.
So from now on he can read here all day everyday but his voice has been taken away! YAY.
Look at his and realize this was just ONE day……..
Texas, League City, United States, 97 returning visits
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July 28th 2007
08:43:22 AM
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July 28th 2007
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Time to Refrain 2007-07-28 20:11:43 Well right now i’m busy as a beaver over at Luna’s Blog doing the Blogathon while she’s gone to a local munch. I’m enjoying the experience so far. Ya’ll come on over and bring your wallets and donate to a worthy cause.
Today Ray and i talked for a good while and we both said our piece. When it was all said and done he suggested i refrain from blogging about him and i agree’d that would be best and i asked him very very very nicely to refrain from coming to my blog and i asked him even nicer to take me off his yahoo friends list. To which he said NO. hmmmm not sure why. I asked him and he just said he enjoys visiting my blog. Why i’m still not sure.
I honestly thought him and i had turned out to be great friends. I had invited him and his ex girl friend to come to our house so they could experience all that San Antonio has to offer, i’ve been nothing but honest to him this past year or so and yet for some reason i’m still stuck on st
Live Laugh Love 2007-07-28 08:06:20 Last night was crazy around here. I did all my weekend chorese so i would be all caught up and have nothing to do today except help Luna with the Blogathon and cheer her on!
I was so mad, hurt, upset and emotional about what all went on with Ray yesterday but in about ten minutes that was all washed away. You know my mom used to tell me you have no clue how great you have it until you see how other have it. Thats the damn truth. I talked to one of my cousin’s i haven’t talked to in about 5 years and she was telling me all about her life.
Her husband has MS and has good days and then has really really BAD days. Just listening to her almost made me cry. Then she was telling me about she had the surgery she’s wanting since she was 14 years old. She had a breast reduction. She went from a 44 HHH to a 40 DD. Things went horrible for her. After a few weeks infection set in, then about 5 months later both of her nipples fell off, then she’s had 3 skin graphs.
The whol Read more:Love
Blogathon 2007-07-27 23:33:13 Blogathon begins at 8:00 a.m. Central Time on July 28, 2007. This site will be updated every 30 minutes for 24 hours to raise funds for The NLA-I DVP. Pledge or Donate now. Thank you!
Come visit Luna and i tomorrow……..and bring your wallets.
Ohhhhhh yeah P.S today’s my momma’s 64th Birthday…….LOVE YOU MOMMA
Blogathon 2007-07-27 23:33:13 Blogathon begins at 8:00 a.m. Central Time on July 28, 2007. This site will be updated every 30 minutes for 24 hours to raise funds for The NLA-I DVP. Pledge or Donate now. Thank you!
Come visit Luna and i tomorrow……..and bring your wallets.
Ohhhhhh yeah P.S today’s my momma’s 64th Birthday…….LOVE YOU MOMMA
Security 2007-07-26 17:56:59 I’m sure at some point and time we’ve all been in a vanilla relationship. Today i was taking a shower and i started thinking about the vanilla relationships i’ve had in my life and what worked and what went seriously wrong.
One of the main things that went seriously wrong is that i never felt secure. I was married to a man for 13 years that never kept a job, never made me feel mental, physically, financial, emotionally or spiritually secure.
Then i was with someone that knew,think or thought loved me, yet i never felt secure. Was that him or was that me? Hell maybe it was me, Everything else was.
Now i’m in a marriage that is rocky to say the least but i feel secure mentally, physically, spiritually,emotionally and financially….Is it the lifestyle, Him or could it be i’ve just finally grown up?
Has this lifestyle made you feel more secure?
Security 2007-07-26 17:56:59 I’m sure at some point and time we’ve all been in a vanilla relationship. Today i was taking a shower and i started thinking about the vanilla relationships i’ve had in my life and what worked and what went seriously wrong.
One of the main things that went seriously wrong is that i never felt secure. I was married to a man for 13 years that never kept a job, never made me feel mental, physically, financial, emotionally or spiritually secure.
Then i was with someone that knew,think or thought loved me, yet i never felt secure. Was that him or was that me? Hell maybe it was me, Everything else was.
Now i’m in a marriage that is rocky to say the least but i feel secure mentally, physically, spiritually,emotionally and financially….Is it the lifestyle, Him or could it be i’ve just finally grown up?
Has this lifestyle made you feel more secure?
Road Hard 2007-07-24 15:27:49 Still no new collar. At this point i’m starting to think it’s funny! Sir told me that i can order my new bondage set AFTER i get my new collar. HELLO what the fudge does that mean? Honestly i think it’s a test Sir’s giving me. I will pass this test i assure you and as soon as i do i’m going to post naked pix of me only wearing my new collar. Beware!*giggles*
Ok now i’m sure you have been wondering where i’ve been the past few days. Well the weather here in San Antonio has really been horrible. A few of our friends have had to leave their houses due to all the rain and flooding. It just doesn’t seem to want to stop. We have a lake between our house and the carport. Its unreal i tell ya. But the one good thing i can say is its only been in the low 80’s.
Last night Sir fucked my pussy so hard that today it hurts to walk. This was not normal everyday sex or making love it was just straight out fucking. Then when it hurt so bad and i cou
Video 2007-07-21 11:38:01 Here’s a small video from last night. I’m working on resizing all the pix right now. Enjoy!
Again THANK YOU Clay for a great concert!
Video 2007-07-21 11:38:01 Here’s a small video from last night. I’m working on resizing all the pix right now. Enjoy!
Again THANK YOU Clay for a great concert!
Clay Walker 2007-07-21 02:15:45
WOW what a day. We took over 800 photos but i’m too damn tired to load them all tonight. I’ll write more tomorrow.
THANK YOU CLAY FOR A GREAT SHOW.
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